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Hoje foi um dia muito triste pra mim. Muito mesmo.

Um dos poucos dias da minha vida em que tomar uma decisão foi uma coisa muito difícil. Mas se fez necessário.

Um dos dias mais difíceis da minha vida.

Abrir mão de uma batalha pra mim, faz com que eu me sinta uma Looser completa.
Desse tipo de batalha então, que era uma questão de honra pra mtos de nós, pior ainda.
Batalha que visa uma coisa grande, boa, socialmente abrangente, em prol de uma fatia da sociedade (com a qual eu me importo bastante, pessoalmente).

Estou arrasada, mas no fundo eu sei que nao sou looser. Eu sei disso. Infelizmente, as vezes é necessário dar uns passos pra trás, pra poder alcançar pontos de melhor estratégia.

Meninos, toquem o barco, THE SHOW MUST GO ON.

Agradeço a vocÊs, de coração mesmo mesmo mesmo, por tudo.

E continuo aki, pro que precisarem.

Um beijo muito grande pra vcs.


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MAKE BELIEVE
Angra.

[i]Sat beside the meadow
Watching weeds agrow
Cleaned up all the ashes
Of my soul

Wrote down my own sentence
Now you take your way
Fades the last remembrance
Of your lovely pretty face

I, after all,
Just a lonely man - a lonely heart!

Working on the future
Floating on fate
Faced the circunstances
Cleared up the shades, so

Make believe
There's no sorrow in your eyes
Can't you see
We could never get back from the start
Minutes waiting, life's been wasted
... maybe I wanna die some other day,...another day

Hear the whispers of your hope
The answer wasn't told
No, don't laugh seeing me cry
The end I've left behind
(... the whispers of your hope are left behind!)

Make believe
There's no sorrow in your eyes
Can't you see
We could never get back from the start
Minutes waiting, life's been wasted

And I've tried,
Maybe you deny
Words of peace
For the future of our lives
Bring to me
Something else than a broken heart
I won't wait 'till my life is wasted
... maybe I wanna die some other day

...another day[/i]

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THE SHOW MUST go ON
Queen.

[i]Empty spaces - what are we living for
Abandoned places
I guess we know the score
On and on, does anybody know what we are looking for...
Another hero, another mindless crime
Behind the curtain, in the pantomime
Hold the line, does anybody want to take it anymore
The show must go on
The show must go on, yeah
Inside my heart is breaking
My make - up may be flaking
But my smile still stays on

Whatever happens, I'll leave it all to chance
Another heartache, another failed romance
On and on, does anybody know what we are living for ?
I guess I'm learning (I'm learning learning, learning)
I must be warmer now
I'll soon be turning (turning, turning turning)
Round the corner now
Outside the dawn is breaking
But inside in the dark I'm aching to be free
The show must go on
The show must go on, yeah, yeah
Ooh, inside my heart is breaking
My make - up may be flaking
But my smile still stays on

Yeah yeah, whoa wo oh oh

My soul is painted like the wings of butterfly
Fairytales of yesterday will grow but never die
I can fly - my friends
The show must go on (go on, go on, go on) yeah yeah
The show must go on (go on, go on, go on)
I'll face it with a grin
I'm never giving in
On - with the show

The show must go on (yeah)
the shom must go on

Ooh, I'll top the bill, I'll overkill
I have to find the will to carry on
On with the show
On with the show
The show - the show must go on
Go on, go on[/i]

On March 02 2009 Edit

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